You know I’m writing this and pretending that nobody gonna read it, exactly like my own personal diary,just thinking that one day I’m going to re-read it and know how stupid I was .Those painful emotions were nothing but a passing thoughts .And that was one of those several times I was overreacting .
College : Years of pressure , heartbreaks and expectations ,pretending I’m just fine which is not true .i’m NOT !
Seriously people around me became so Fake !!
Yeah I know that I’m lucky, my friends are definitely the most amazing people . I know that I’m loved , so loved . But , I’m still figuring how those OTHER people are doing this . How I’m the only one that sees this terrible things people are able to do . How am I suppose to cope with this whole hatred around me ? The problem is that they are acting super nice and after one single glance i know that deeply inside it’s exactly the opposite of what it shows . During those two years I was chocked how