Hey!
Do you know what’s worse than feeling sad ?
it’s feeling nothing , feeling numb (
jealousy , love , hate … those don’t exist anymore. It’s
so scary when you can’t know what you really want. you try to figure out what is this hole inside of your heart sucking
every single emotion out of it but you
just can’t . You Not happy but happy at
the same time because you don’t have any
reason not to . you feel so tired and exited about what’s
gonna happen at the same time . I complicate things maybe? But i know someone over
there is struggling with the same thing .I have such a huge emptiness right
now and there's still this heavy load on my chest that won't let me breath
right.... Gosh... WHATS MISSING???? I wish I could know how to stop this …..
And I’m just
here. Sitting. Thinking.
I know someone is reading this and that’s quite a
relief for me , so thank you
good night xxx
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