I was fine with myself . I was happy . And pouf
you came along and made me feel like I needed you , which I did . let’s start
by this imagine : a girl crying every night in her bed , sitting on the floor
of her room sobbing , trying to make sense of it all . Now I want you to
imagine that this girl was me . I knew I
was never good enough for you . I knew I would never hear it from you but I kept lying to myself . But dying every day was never taken to be love . It was yesterday that I knew , I shouldn’t
have loved you the way I did . I hate you for making me think you loved me . I hate
the first time we met. i hate that you gave me a
teddy bear that i grow attached to .I hate that I was always your ‘I can’t
sleep’ conversation . I hate that you always hold my hands, i felt so safe
with you.
I hated that you were always there. I hate how serious things were always between us I felt like nobody knows you but me . I hate how I was never jealous of anyone and I started to . I hate that you know me so well you know my weaknesses . i hate how week , intimidated , silent I became . You made me a person I never thought I would become .And I hate that I have to smile whenever I see you . But I’m sorry you lost me because all of this was hurting ……
I hated that you were always there. I hate how serious things were always between us I felt like nobody knows you but me . I hate how I was never jealous of anyone and I started to . I hate that you know me so well you know my weaknesses . i hate how week , intimidated , silent I became . You made me a person I never thought I would become .And I hate that I have to smile whenever I see you . But I’m sorry you lost me because all of this was hurting ……
Ps
: Speaking My friend’s Mind .